I knew she was going to attack me...
All in all, the trip was indeed an enjoyable one. I thank the Lord for the time away from Singapore. When i first left, i honestly wasn't really looking forward to it and the only reason that kept me going was that my long-time childhood friend Roby, who had been more like a brother to me had requested for me to be his best man. And to have turned that away would have been a total lack of care and gratitude on my part. So i went. But the moment i landed, the Lord blessed me with the greeting of another long-time childhood friend when i never expected it. The joy written on his face at seeing me after almost 13 years was there to see. What amazed me was the instant reaction of sheer elation that filled my heart when i saw him!
From there on, every person from my childhood, whom i saw, (most of them were really like family) filled me with much gladness. It seems that they had been waiting a long time too and when they heard i was coming... they too were elated. I guess it has been really long.
Besides seeing and being re-united with family, even if for a short while, i got to see how some of them are still serving the Lord in a full-time capacity from before i was born till now and are continuing to do so. Despite their age and their struggles be it financially or with family or with whatever else, there still exists this feeling in them that their service is unto the Lord and that beats everything else. Seeing how the villagers are satisfied and give thanks with the simple things in life too made me think whether i had grown too accustomed to the comfortable luxuries of Singapore and. Seeing people living in trash bags put up as tents made me thankful for how the Lord has blessed me. You know we often complain about our government, about the "lack of freedom", about how could they treat us in school in such a way, about why our parents don't treat us like that other kids parents, about how we can't get that computer game we want or that particular item or even about how people around us are so "unfair".
Some of these maybe valid claims in a properly viewed context, i don't deny; but let's be honest, how much of us actually just wants more because we've been spoilt by the knowledge that more can be attained elsewhere or because we want the simpler life? The Lord never promised us that we would get every whim and fancy of ours. Instead He told us to be prepared to pick up our cross and suffer for His name. I must confess though that plenty a time i have yearned and seeked the easier way out.
It turned out that going back to my "roots" was just what i needed to end the year off. Though i don't think i can stay in that country for too long, 4 - 5 days was good enough ( i could feel myself falling sick already). More than that, i came back much refreshed, not physically, coz i was more tired from the trip than i was during the CCPOD (Crazy Christmas Period Oct - Dec), but uplifted in my soul with much thanksgiving.